Its been ages since I've last blogged... And things have changed so much from my sheltered DHS life. In 3 years and a bit, I'll be out there in the working world, earning my own keep, and the prospect really scares me, 'cos even today, I'm not sure if I really know what I want...
SMU has been a whirlwind of fun, joy, and ultimate mugger. Despite having so much work to do, I guess I have to really be grateful to university life for opening my eyes to so many things. Maybe not so much of uni life, but more of the friends I've made that have helped me to maybe mature a bit along the way. From friends with single parent families, to those already working to pay their school fees, not to forget those who face family health issues and woes... I've really learnt not to take family for granted. I know I still do, but I'm working towards setting my priorities right. I really don't want to regret later on in life. I guess the it is inevitable to die, but I don't want to regret not doing more.
New friends have also made me treasure the old. Old is gold. I miss the safety and security of DHS friends - they really feel like family. They know you inside out, and can read you like a book. In uni there are so many hi-bye friends, its a little sad.
Despite having Pacman (and I'm not complaining), there are still occasions whereby I miss DHS. Like how the M&Ms can tell when you're sad, even if you don't say it out loud. The stupid and childish things we laugh over, the mugging tgt, eating and studying and dancing together. I guess its rlly true, the only things that remain are the memories, but I will rlly keep and treasure what we had.
University life is a little crazy, you always have something on. But I guess its good preparation for work life - which I'm really dreading. I don't wanna grow up and face all the scary things that adults have to face. I still want my sheltered life where I can study and play and go out with my friends. Guess my time is ticking away. Very soon I'll be missing university and complaining about work life. I guess we are never satisfied.
Well its only sem 1, and I have about 7 more to go. I should keep my mind and options open as to what I wanna do in the future I guess. Probably one of the good things about not specialising. Actually, if the rest of my semesters play out similar to sem one, I just might rlly enjoy uni life :) we'll see :)
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BIGGER THAN LOVE
by My Favorite Highway
We've all got scars as big as ours
A token for the pain we hide inside of us
Everyone's scared that somebody knows
You push it aside, yeah that's how it goes
If you've ever heard a beating heart
A rhythm for the songs we're too afraid to sing
Nobody here is perfectly fine
A delicate frame, a fragile design
If there's a hole in your heart
You gotta pull it together
It takes the courage to start
But now is better than never
It takes a push and a shove
Somehow it's never enough
And its alarming how quickly we forget that
Nothing's bigger than love
Nothing's bigger than love
Nothing's bigger than love
All you need, all you need, all you need is love
Some people change and some just won't
You can't take back the words you wish you'd never said
Promises break and lovers will lie
You hold up your hands and let out a sigh
So smile right before you fall
And lay beside this mess and call it consequence
Somebody said that life isn't fair
When somebody else was saying a prayer
'Cause no-one's taking me out
And nothing's pulling me down
I turn my head to the crowd
This love is big and it's loud
This is a car in the crash
This is the light in the flash
This is the answers you know
But you're just too scared to ask
If there's a hole in your heart
You gotta pull it together
It takes the courage to start
But now is better than never
It takes a push and a shove
Somehow it's never enough
Somehow it's never enough
Nothing's bigger than love
Nothing's bigger than love
Nothing's bigger than love
All you need, all you need, all you need is love
P I C T U R E S
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1:49 AM - Tuesday, November 8, 2011
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